I'll be honest... it's been SO LONG since I've blogged that I can't even remember exactly how to do it, but... let's see if I can figure it out. I say all the time that I NEED to be better at keeping a journal, whether photo or otherwise, but I also WANT to be better. I'm just not good at making the time to do it. And I feel old. At the end of the day, I'm simply exhausted!
Take for instance last night... I spent the day prepping and finishing all the details for New Beginnings, cleaning the cultural hall, setting up {both with the awesome help of Damian}, then giving the big lesson on this year's theme: Press Forward 2 Nephi 31:20, then cleaning up and getting everything home again! And by the time the activity was over, I was totally spent. I didn't even do the dishes! Ugh! {Though I will admit that for my very LAST YW activity here on Guam, I was very pleased with how it turned out! What an enjoyable evening! I was VERY moved at one point in my object lesson! I'll have to share that all in a separate post. And I didn't get any pictures. But I know someone who did. Maybe she'll be willing to share!}
Then... we talked about how soccer went for Ella, how the game went for Lexi, and how the scout outing at the police station went for Braeden. Showers, getting ready for bed... a quick read in The Friend, and it's already past bedtime. When I get into bed and think I'm settled, I get THE WORST leg cramp known to man, I'm pretty sure! It just would NOT let up. Boo! And then my exhaustion totally took over, and I was cooked. Done. It was over.
I will say this: I did feel like I accomplished something. A lot of things. And I need to remember all the small victories made throughout the course of my days. No matter how small and insignificant they may seem, they do make a difference. If even a dent. And they do matter.
So... here's the start {hopefully} of blogging again! It's small, yet it's a start. And nothing gets accomplished unless we START, right?!!
Starting now... I have made a commitment to myself to photographically record the things I love on Guam. I always enjoy the beauty of the scenery around me, but the realization that I won't be here forever, and that I WILL forget a lot of this over time has started to set in as we prepare ourselves {if even mentally and emotionally right now} to move back to the states this summer.
Here's some of what I found today that I love:
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| "I Spy" a baby YellowBittern! {Who squawks at me as I try to get a little closer... ;) } |
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| Awww! It hasn't even fledged yet! It's got fuzz on it's head, along with some little rain droplets! |
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| It's neck is totally craned, and it's up on its legs ready to flee at any second. I had it totally stressed out... not meaning to, but still. |
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| Peek-a-boo! |
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| This is baby bird's brother or sister. Hope it hatches! Maybe I can capture it since I know it's likely coming soon! |
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| The nest isn't as tightly woven together as other nests I've seen. But... it seems to work. |
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| Here is the mother. She came back and landed on my lawn and was eyeing me carefully. These birds are strange looking, but also beautiful. They have an almost purple-colored feather under the wings. |
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| Yes... my lawn got mowed later that day, too! It was getting a little long... |
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| Hibiscus touched with rain. This from the bush where the bird is nested. |
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| Yeesh! I do NOT love spiders, but... this is a beautiful thing to see on a drizzly day. |
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| As it drizzled, the clouds hung low on the hilltops. This is just northwest of where I live. Hard to believe that just about two years ago a fire ripped over pretty much this entire hillside... {It was green again only several months later...} |
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| The sun peaking out and gracing the hills. A beautiful Guam morning. :) |